My photos are moving for a third time…

Please be patient as my photos may disappear.
I moved them from flickr to photobucket for personal reasons, now I’m moving them from photobucket to imgur because photobucket is an ass company that’s making ‘ransom demands’ for our photos.

http://www.bbc.com/news/technology-40492668

Even if I had the money to pay them to use their site as a photo hosting site, I wouldn’t because 1) they are trying to charge FOUR HUNDRED DOLLARS per YEAR, and 2) I don’t think they’ll be around much longer because everyone is pissed.

Edit: You know what… I’m starting a new flickr account for my blog. I like flickr, even if I do have issues with them and their owners as a whole. At least I know how it all works, and that I can do things the way I want to there.

The Princess Bride

I’m not going to go into it because there is content that wasn’t in the movie, but I want to say that William Goldman (author of The Princess Bride) is brilliant. I’m on the first chapter and all I can say is wow. It’s incredible.

I’m going to try to start posting about books I enjoy as I’m reading them, or I may post when I’m done with them.

It’s been a bit.

Today I’d like to talk about two different topics.

First off – our landlady made a comment when I paid rent last month and I was talking to her about my health. I’m trying to let it go because I’m pretty sure she meant it in a “you’re not alone” way, but my mind keeps popping up with it, so here we go.
So I was talking about my declining health and such, filling her in since we’d been talking about my lupus. We got onto the topic of my new diagnoses (this was not long after the peripheral autonomic neuropathy was diagnosed, and right after I found out the same dr had made it official that I have MCTD), and I mentioned that I had two new diagnoses. She said X (I’m not even sure I’d call X an acquaintance, but I have spoken with them) had just received 2 or 3 diagnoses herself. I’m not sure if it was a “you’re not alone” or a “Quit your bitching, this isn’t uncommon” comment. The reason it’s bothering me is that X is older, so it makes sense for them to have several diagnoses. I’m only 31, so getting two new diagnoses is a big deal.

The other topic has to do with the last therapist I tried and failed. One of the reasons we failed was that he argued with me on SIDS stuff. He didn’t know what he was talking about and he challenged me about knowledge I have. I am fine with my ideas being challenged, but when it comes to SIDS research I keep on top of it. I like to know what’s going on, whose research into the causes looks promising, where research is being done, etc. He just brushed it all aside and said he didn’t believe me (not in that way, but it is what it came down to)…. it really upsets me. Maybe I shouldn’t be spending as much time focusing on SIDS as I have in the past, but one it makes sense that I did, and two I’m not spending hours a day on it anymore, I just have it pop up in my facebook feed sometimes, I rarely go searching it out. BUT I do know the subject material and he just brushed it off. I think I’ve talked about that before, but I also think it was a facebook status, not a blog post. I don’t think I’d started this at the time.

Things to do…

Ask for help when needed.

Get back my not giving up/hard headed attitude.

(Yes, those two can and do exist.. especially since right now I’m giving up and not asking for help, I just assume that there’s nothing that can be done.)

Get through the stuff going on in my personal life that I can’t post about right now, and live.

LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And never surrender.

I may be gone awhile…

At this point I don’t like updating my blog from my phone, but my laptop appears to be dying (video card issues) and may not be usable in the future. So if I disappear that’s probably what happened and I’ll be working on ways to get back to my blog. Instagram gets updates at least a couple times a week, though they are small ones. Maybe give me a follow there if you want to know what’s going on? It’s at the top of my blog.